I can't believe it. He's really gone.

I just wish this was all just a bad dream, I wish I was joking. Sadly, I know it to be true. There is nothing more that I can do.

All my regrets are piling up, things like, I should have seen him more, been there for him more, talked to him more, anything...

Now, I can never see nor talk to him again...

His funeral will be next weekend.

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This weekend, which hasn't even ended yet, is so awesome!!!!! This particular weekend starts on Thursday, since it's awesome like that.

Thursday: My sister, her friend and I went to my friend, Alex's house and swam in his pool for most of that day. It was heaps of fun. We hung out with him and his friends just chilling and swimming. We went to Hungry's for some lunch as well. I was also invited to go to schoolies with them (they were leaving that day at 6 but ended up going at around 7:30) but I didn't go and the reason why is that I had previous engagements on Friday.

Friday: And that previous engagement would be that I had a LAN party to go to! This was held at Ashleigh's house. We went there at around 7 and I stayed the night there. Booze and games are one hell of a combination (although, we didn't really play that many games).

Saturday: The LAN party was pretty much all weekend. Though some people had to leave since they still had exams. I also stayed the night.

Sunday: And now, today, I'm going to see 2012 with Ashleigh, Adrian and Ben.

Gosh this weekend is awesome.

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New journal to push that tad bit emoey journal off of my front page.

Just a journal update cause I'm adding a few new stamps to it.

So what's been happening in your lives?

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So, after a short stay in my hometown, I'm back in Adelaide. Kind of a drag and kind of alright though.

Today was not a good day. I didn't realise that daylight saving had started and as such, the time of the flight was pushed back an hour early. It was lucky that I didn't miss my flight. Although because of this, I am missing more than half my luggage as the plane was being boarded just as I got up to the front to check in.

Needless to say, I'm still very upset over it. I managed to make it to my flight but it was rather unpleasant that I had to leave like that.

Then, when I had gotten on the plane, my mother called to check whether or not I managed to get on. This was in front of a flight attendant and she told me to turn off my phone. I was already rushed and already very upset at that point and it didn't really help when she started getting firm with me. As such, I actually cried for a quarter of the flight. Pretty much got to the point where the flight attendant who told me off came up and asked me if I was ok.

Truth be told, I didn't want to come back to Adelaide. Not like that at least. I'm still pretty sad about it as well.

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This weekend was probably by far the best I've had in a long time.

So yesterday was the mid-autumn festival (with moon cakes and stuff!). I had a pretty awesome family dinner feast with lots and lots of yummy foods. Then after, I had such an awesome time catching up with friends over at Juicy's. I also kept on bumping into people I knew and that was heaps fun.

Then today, I got to spend almost the whole day with =silverwolf71190 since we were doing a photoshoot. I had so much fun with that. Then we hung out and Hungry's for lunch like old times. Gosh I love hanging out with her!

I'm just a little sad that I'll be heading back to Adelaide on Wednesday. I'm gonna really miss this place.

I'm trying to fix this part up since I have a new feature, so stay tuned!